And Baby Makes Three

In the end it is the child that matters

Mommy Daddy and Paul

No words mean more

Than these simple three

They strike me to the core

Him, and you and me

They used to tell of all

That mattered in my life

Not big or fat or tall

Now cut me like a knife

Everywhere we went

Repeat them all the day

As if that they were sent

Upon a sunbeam ray

Shout out the love lost bond

Of our tiny family

Never needing to respond

This once eternity

The Window

Through the window

I watch you both on the wet grass

Legs tan and strong

taste of my addiction

our beautiful boy

tears dripping with the rain

a last glance

of the magic that was

filling the air

now already gone

as if the man in the window

never existed.

Perfect Harry Dances

With his glasses cap and gown

Prancing all around the town

Our perfect Harry dances

We made him you and I

The Ecstasy of our lives

Our perfect Harry dances

His grace comes from high above

A gift descended from the dove

Our perfect Harry Dances

We laugh at each remark

An angel in the dark

Our perfect Harry dances

His life a spinning top

No force on earth can stop

Our perfect Harry dances

Let our love combine once more

Prepare him for what’s in store

Our perfect Harry dances

Our Boy

So like a mirror he is

Like the fragile glass

That I once was

The promise lost

The wish unanswered

Shelter him Lord

From the broken mirror

Stave the bitter tear

Shield him from the memory

Of losing more

Than just of flesh and bone

That darn Sex

Any thing that feels this beautiful should be illegal.

Desire Dark

Lord strip away the dark desire

Placing me in first

Replace it with your kind inspire

And quench my desperate thirst

Fill my heart with selfless love

The kind my soul begs for

Send it from the Holy Dove

And my true love restore

This pure request now observed

My lover will know the truth

It is her heart I wish to serve

And give my life as proof

The Devil in Me

You said you liked the devil in me

So I brought him to our bed

I wish sometimes I never had

And just brought love instead

For he is sly and thrills the flesh

His purpose our souls to steal

By giving him the heart I loved

He made us his next meal


What motivates the heart

That’s what interests me

Something strong and set apart

That leads to intimacy

Sex for some is a game to win

That kind of sex is just a sin

Sex for some is just for self

You can leave that sex upon the shelf

Sex for some means nothing more

Than pushing open another door

If that is truly what you seek

Then everyone is tasty meat

But when the soul drives the act

Your heart and mind will make a pact

Where ecstasy and joy unite

When sex and love take to flight

Dark Angels

Be mindful of men who tie you down

And feed you dark and tasty things

They want to add you to their crown

And kill the light that used to sing

Their music tells you that you’re free

But it is not that way

It is like them that you must be

And in their dungeon you will stay

Now a play thing in their palm

They keep you naked at their feet

And feed you lies to keep you calm

Even while you beg retreat

These spiders like angels come to call

And the web drips with your sweat

They won’t settle for less than all

And when what’s left is just regret

First Kiss

Your lips told me a story

I have savored them

Tasted them

Longed for them

They speak sagas and sink ships

I know

I am on one

They can not lie

Such promise held

Over love

And Lust

Even the harlot does not share them

Everything else is free

But not her kiss

Their secret kept safe

As once they have been offered

And the suitor receives

Full Grace

He understands ecstacy



Now there is no chance

Of escape

The trap sprung

The lover ensnared



Feeling only joy at his capacity

Every Moment

Another Chance

To Savor



The Story ends

The captive set free

Against his will

He struggles to rescue

What little crumbs

Are left on the plate

He changes

He begs

He sells his soul

But the kiss is hollow

Void of Sun

And stars

Offered only as a treaty

For what is left

Of her

The free man measured

Each remaining encounter

Suffering all the more

As loves perfect

Caress of Light

Moves on

To someone new

Unclean Vision

One day I will end

The movie of porn

Of which you are always

The star

For as sure

As I was born

You are the most

By far

Now I toil

To free my mind

From the woman

In my dream

And let the next man

In line

Take over

Where I can not

Sign me up

I signed up for this Jesus thing

And now I wonder why

While everyone else

Can have their fling

I stay at home and cry

Even if I meet the girl

Who gives my heart a burst

I’m stuck up on this tilt-o-wirl

And turning off my thirst

Being good is such a pain

Why did He take my oath

Now my erection stands in vain

With nothing for us both

Sure it’s Funny

when we no longer laugh we die

Legs like yours

I’ll never find a girl

With legs like yours

And I hope I never do

For they are perfect in my eyes

And the memory that is you

Really Jesus?

I signed up for this Jesus thing

And now I wonder why

While she can have her passion fling

I stay at home and cry

Even if I meet the girl

Who gives my heart a burst

I’ll be stuck up on this tilt-o-whirl

Turning off my thirst

Being good is such a pain

Why did He take my oath

Now my erection stands in vain

Not useful for us both

You talk to much

So much said

It’s like a curse

So much to be endured

It is silence that I crave

But you disburse

More talk of the absurd

Some women may like

A tongue on fire

Not me it burns me so

Can’t you stop to build the pyre

And let my senses go

I will miss of you

All the things that drove me mad

I will miss of you

The tea bags in the empty cup

The cookie papers looking up

I will miss of you

The unmade bed

The crusts of bread

I will miss of you

The purses flung across the floor

With shoes a scatter door to door

I will miss of you

All that once did drive me mad

For them all back I would be glad

I will miss of you