That darn Sex

Any thing that feels this beautiful should be illegal.

Desire Dark

Lord strip away the dark desire

Placing me in first

Replace it with your kind inspire

And quench my desperate thirst

Fill my heart with selfless love

The kind my soul begs for

Send it from the Holy Dove

And my true love restore

This pure request now observed

My lover will know the truth

It is her heart I wish to serve

And give my life as proof

The Devil in Me

You said you liked the devil in me

So I brought him to our bed

I wish sometimes I never had

And just brought love instead

For he is sly and thrills the flesh

His purpose our souls to steal

By giving him the heart I loved

He made us his next meal


What motivates the heart

That’s what interests me

Something strong and set apart

That leads to intimacy

Sex for some is a game to win

That kind of sex is just a sin

Sex for some is just for self

You can leave that sex upon the shelf

Sex for some means nothing more

Than pushing open another door

If that is truly what you seek

Then everyone is tasty meat

But when the soul drives the act

Your heart and mind will make a pact

Where ecstasy and joy unite

When sex and love take to flight

Dark Angels

Be mindful of men who tie you down

And feed you dark and tasty things

They want to add you to their crown

And kill the light that used to sing

Their music tells you that you’re free

But it is not that way

It is like them that you must be

And in their dungeon you will stay

Now a play thing in their palm

They keep you naked at their feet

And feed you lies to keep you calm

Even while you beg retreat

These spiders like angels come to call

And the web drips with your sweat

They won’t settle for less than all

And when what’s left is just regret

First Kiss

Your lips told me a story

I have savored them

Tasted them

Longed for them

They speak sagas and sink ships

I know

I am on one

They can not lie

Such promise held

Over love

And Lust

Even the harlot does not share them

Everything else is free

But not her kiss

Their secret kept safe

As once they have been offered

And the suitor receives

Full Grace

He understands ecstacy



Now there is no chance

Of escape

The trap sprung

The lover ensnared



Feeling only joy at his capacity

Every Moment

Another Chance

To Savor



The Story ends

The captive set free

Against his will

He struggles to rescue

What little crumbs

Are left on the plate

He changes

He begs

He sells his soul

But the kiss is hollow

Void of Sun

And stars

Offered only as a treaty

For what is left

Of her

The free man measured

Each remaining encounter

Suffering all the more

As loves perfect

Caress of Light

Moves on

To someone new

Unclean Vision

One day I will end

The movie of porn

Of which you are always

The star

For as sure

As I was born

You are the most

By far

Now I toil

To free my mind

From the woman

In my dream

And let the next man

In line

Take over

Where I can not

Sign me up

I signed up for this Jesus thing

And now I wonder why

While everyone else

Can have their fling

I stay at home and cry

Even if I meet the girl

Who gives my heart a burst

I’m stuck up on this tilt-o-wirl

And turning off my thirst

Being good is such a pain

Why did He take my oath

Now my erection stands in vain

With nothing for us both

One sided love affair

we create the dungeon for our own heart and then we blame the jailer


There is no exception for truth

There is no hope in a lie

The purity of truths pain

Empties the heart of darkness

As we live

So shall we end

Regrets or peace

Actions or words

Love demands truth

Truth commands love

Throw away the books

Toss aside the fear

In our hearts we are sanctified

Live only truth

Speak only truth

And rise above

The sheep at your feet

I will cross an ocean

Other men will howl at your moon

Claw at your sheets

And make you swoon

But I will cross an ocean for you

Other boys will fall at your feet

Lick your shoes

And turn up the heat

But I will cross an ocean for you

Other players will tell you lies

Stroke your needs

And drink you dry

But I will cross an ocean for you

This real love

Is not on the take

its burning for you upon a stake

And I will cross an ocean for you

The closet

The door opens

And the faint scent of you

is there to meet me

I see your face

Your hair

Your smile

The room shimmers as if you are there

More faint this time

I shut them in

And try to save

The last of you

My senses beg your return

But you are lost

I kneel at the crack

Alone on the floor

Catching in my tears

Only what I need

The Kiss not for me

More than before

Longer with intent

Like we once were

Almost close

It Lingered the day

While I thought of you

In his arms

A chance for me

Hope still beating

Now fading

I try to taste

your smile

But alas

it’s gone


Made not born

taking form

In the black recesses

Of the mind

Not of the divine

The spawn of the enemy

It traps the lover

In an unholy embrace

Waking first

Each morning

Returning uninvited

Encore of the damned

Ignoring all demands

For it’s departure

The devils stepchild

Sucking love from the air

Leaving only grief



At my feet

Selfish desire

Images unfiltered

The unholy union

Of victim and torturer


Inside each other

At His feet

Now I must learn to let you go

Expecting nothing in return

It’s all about if I can show

For your touch I no longer yearn

This is the love I want so dear

The one where I just give

No matter the end there is no fear

And nothing to forgive

I must pray my way and change my heart

The one that sometimes takes

So even when we are apart

I love for just your sake

What controls my selfish needs

Must feel the fires heat

Until its teeth no longer feed

I’ll place it upon His feet